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Morgan York's avatar

Sending love to you as you struggle with this. I’ve been dealing with something like this since 2020, and I’m still not sure when I’ll emerge. Fingers crossed 💛💛

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courtney summers's avatar

I think a crucial element to working through it is granting ourselves grace, and I suspect we have the same kind of work ethic and expectations that do not always allow room for that, Morgan! May we be gentle with ourselves. I have faith that we will both see the other side :) <3

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Emily Slaney's avatar

Life changes people, shapes us by what we go through, what we learn. I am not the same person I was a trauma ago, or the trauma before that, or before that. Writing grows and evolves and reflects, and that's okay. Although in terms of being a writer I am a nobody, I did once write and I also went through this. It's so shattering and sad. Inside I am still a writer, words have a power over me and I love to weave them. But I haven't written for a very long time. And that's okay, I'm allowing myself this, no pressure, when it begins again it will.

I'm sorry you're going through this. I hope that you will find peace with it and see this as just tiny fractured moment of something much bigger. It's not forever. Indeed: how could you not. 💖

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courtney summers's avatar

Your comment is a really beautiful reminder of the grace we all need to grant ourselves and I bet I'm not the only person it's going to help. ✨

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L Theodoora's avatar

I went through this recently as well, so I understand this pain! But the eventual rediscovery feels really, really great. Hoping your words flood back, and I'm always excited to read them 💜💜

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courtney summers's avatar

Thank you! That is so kind--and that you're on the other side of it yourself is very heartening to me so I'm glad you shared :)

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Keith Osmun's avatar

My favorite quote from the Max Payne series was from the first game, which is set around Christmas: “I don’t know about Angels, but it’s fear that gives men wings.”

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courtney summers's avatar

one thing remedy is gonna do is release games with beautiful writing!

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